Warning: the 1st 3 sentences are a lie. ENJOY MY LIFE!

THIS IS GOING TO BE ONE LONG ASS BLOG. So sorry if it wastes your time. I haven't blogged in four months, four longggg boring sad months. So I've got alot to get out. Lets start where we left off shall we. Okay so last blog was about how I was in the middle of a fight with my dad to live at my mom's. Well the last couple days of school I spent pretty much at the counslors office talking to my mom on the phone and crying. I was so stressed out it wasn't funny and I lost my temper alot those last few weeks. But on top of trying to leave my dad school was ending and I definately was not happy about that. Seriously thats the worst ending of school I've ever been through. I had thought this summer was going to be a good one but I was soo wrong I think it might have been the worst summer ever. There were a few good parts though and I'll get to them later. So the first week off I spent lying around the house doing nothing still arguing with my dad. He wouldn't agree to anything I wanted and I sure as hell wasn't agreeing to his terms, I needed it my way. Then finally at the end of the week I got him to agree to most of what I wanted. Because I'm an evil genius and used his own poor way of stalking me through my texts to scare the shit out of him. Hahaha. The agreement would be 5 seperate weeks of summer vacaion his pick on what weeks, one weekend every four weeks, he picked when to start. Then the hlidays are just confusing lol but they're split similar to the original court order. So then we just had to wait to get it approved by our lawyers, but he allowed me to go to my mom's that weekend if he could right away pick his 5 weeks of vacation. I obviously agreed lol then I went to mom's but I only got to stay a couple of days because she had to take me to Trooper Youth Week. That was probably the best part of my whole summer. I loved it there although its mostly like boot camp. Its one week of the academy that police officers go through. It was intenses and brutal, but really cool, I might try and go back next year. The funniest part had to be that like 7/14 girls were bisexual. That was some fun times right there, lots of jokes, especially about who we thought would hook up. Everyone thought me and this other girl, but I was like no. lol An awesome experience though. 2/2/10 WELL I thought I would finish this when I started but shit happened, like my car accident and I just never finished. So I'll just do it real quick. Because I wana start blogging again. Okay well after summer school started, I got in a bad car crash, most of you know all the details so I'm not explaining (however if you want me to you can just ask me too) then I started driving on september 11th. (woah what a bad day 9/11) uhm I started seeing a chiropractor for my back and neck after the crash because it still hurts a lot. Most of you hear or read all the fights and make ups that me and Tara go through all the time, but I love her no matter what the fight is about, that's why we always make up. But lately I've been thinking we won't fight soo much anymore because I'm really happy about who's she's dating now. [: DANIEL! uhm 11/27/09 I think lol check me Tara. But I think he's really good for her and I'm happy for her and it doesn't hurt so much anymore knowing she's with him. I'm trying to get over her the best I can. I just want to be her bestfriend, like I am with Michele. Me being in love with her has damaged our friendship and continues to ruin it, but it's getting better now. I see how they love each other, she's truely happy, he truely loves her = me okay with that. But I just wanted to say I've made really good friends this year and stronger friendships, you guys mean the world to me. Michele, Tara, Lauren, Ally, Melissa, Chelsea, Mikeymoo, Nicole, Tianna, Jessica, KQ, Corey, Montana, Sarah, Marquetta, Aaron, Jenna, and I'm still getting to know Dan, but I like him already. [= You guys are like the coolest people ever, if I missed anyone let me know!!! And shout out to Mrs. Snead for helping me out a great deal a little bit ago. These people listed and my family are amazing.<3(y)<3[= If you guys have topics you want me to blog about hit me up somehow and I'll see what I can do!